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Sunday, November 30, 2008

I think that girls (not all) who plays guitar is lovely, cool and its just OMG..... will just melt man.
NO.1 i think is YUI liao la... walao... I LIKE her songs!!!!!

Below is my secondary school friend..
Just that because i happen to pass by her blog then i wrote this post...
I was shocked when i listen to her singing.. woah she sing well and played well
God really bless her =D

12:41 AM

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Maybe its just me being the only child in the family, im not used to share the love of my parents with others..Everytime when both of them care more or even priase other children, Anger and jealousy filled me quickly. I began to give them attitude hopefully to catch their attention but they think im just being childish. I hope if only u quit both your work, if only you both spend more time on me giving the care i want, i could feel the love you both had for me. Sometime i even feel that, im not their child, i shouldn't be living in this family or even this world. Why should i come here to get all this negative feelings? why? I secretly weep deep in my heart for years, who knows?

After reading a post, i reflected on my life. I felt that im much blessed then his/her's. I should be glad and sastisfied and not complain on it. Overall we still have the love of our heaven father above, his love is more then we ever need. After knowing him, I believe those negative thoughts in the pass is gone. But however i feel that some part of my life is still unchange, knowing that you have forgiven and washed away our sins, i still break every promises that i've made, repeating the sins again and again, saying that i will change but i never. Everytime after i've sinned, there will be remorseful feeling inside me. It's really difficult to overcome, it's really difficult!

I wished to try again, i wish to give it a go again. Hopefully this time with the power of my everlasting god, his words, his promise, i am able to stop and change completely!! AMEN!

Look what i've been doing all this while:

maya assignment 2- everything were done using maya2008

3:38 PM

Friday, November 14, 2008

I have so many can't after yesterday's operation.

Sing even a song!!!
whistle
eat properly
talk properly
laugh
brush teeth

Okay 2 days of mc at home chionging my webP tutorials.... i can even memorise what to type and what not to type.
Starting confirm is a comment in css, then body{ , font-family: , color: , font-size: ,Wlao sian man!!!! i left one last tutorial to go.. im gonna chiong it tmr man!
After webP gonna chiong DVDE and Maya texturing and im texturing a dinosaur!!! i dont know how im gonna do that la.. God help me..
And peeps please pray for my medical report for my cyst... how everything will turn out well and its positve. Pray god for protection and healing! Thanks guys!

Trying to capture something artistic...

Emo feel..captured in train while heading to school

Wideness i can say....

10:49 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

LIFE THESE FEW DAYS IS SO DIFFICULT!!!
1. Stress level going higher
2. Assignments
3. Friends
4. Already reaching my limit- beyond that is gone case

RAWRRR...

9:38 PM

Saturday, November 8, 2008

HEY PEEPS!!!!!

TO CLERIFY THINGS CLEARLY! PLEASE! THE GIRL IS JUST SOME REAL CLOSE PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIEND, NOT WHAT GIRLFRIEND..

okay thats all i gonna say...

Okay hate this week, but thank god for his presence in my live, i manage to pull through all those difficulties.

First thing > Laptop's windowXp crashed... Needa go self-cert agaiin.. waste time!

Second thing > Due to Laptop's windowXp crashed, i cant use my photoshop, maya, ppt, words, netbeans..... i can't do my assignment! especially for thursday's IDEAS lesson(CA1 presentation) DIE!!! But thank god, i manage to find the picture i've made and use Randy's lappy to do the PPT slides... Overall Teacher said my idea was great and very appealing for the buyers... Great... Praise the lord!

Nothing to do inside class so take pictures.... as usual we made fun out of anson again... Feeling remorseful.. zijun did something unglam infront of the camera.

I find out that zijun is becoming more or more wrong!

Third thing > Due to windowXp crashed, during OOPM i did nothing and spend 2hrs sitting in class doing nothing?! wasted 2hrs of my life like that...

Friday night, after tennis with yongqing at his house, went for mum's company dinner held at sheraton hotel. This is mum's 25th yeasr working for this company, Cool huh? she spent her 25years working there... time flies real fast!

Let the pictures do the talking...

Me and mum upon arrival.

Lobby @ sheraton

Menu of the day

Look what i mean by 25years!

focusing on the glass of icewater? find the waterdroplets on it is quite cool?! hahha...

okay and this is out table... I was the FOC photographer that night...

And dinner train-ed down Amk to find the gang to catch QUANTUM OF SOLACE.. Not really interesting though but i think its okay.. many complained.... and fall asleep.. hahah... bryan said he don't understand a single word?! hahhaa... i think its still okay.... 3/5stars i'll rate...

Today morning trian-ed down to punggol with Yongqing at 730am to meet SP Angling club... Outing to punggol end... Catch rate was rather slow... mates were nice person, in all we manage to catch a brown stingray and parrot fish.. not bad.. looking forward to the trip in dec! i'll be waiting hahaha..... Totally shag. needa turn off early... so TATA~

10:01 PM

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Remember past few posts that im finding for that my primary school friend??

Praise god! after praying, finding, waiting... I finally saw her today at YISHUN MRT STATION again! hahhaha..

Woah this time round getta get her contact no. le.. finally can catch up with her =D

Board the bus back together home and went our ways...

GOD IS GOOD! Hallejuah!

10:30 PM

Monday, November 3, 2008

DELTA GANG! with a extra behind Oooops...

Hey viewers! finally free to update.

Wanted to update something i heard today...

was boarding the train back home to yishun with friends and me and Friend A started talking about this saturday Heart.sports [btw for those who don't know what is Heart.sports is a sport activity held by our church. yeah]

Friend B started talking...

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B: Hey A! you sure you want go church with alvin ar?

A: Oh ya.. i go play soccer... why?

B: Nothing la.. Walao my friend go *** church all like kena brainwash liao

B: Better dont go la.. Some of my old friends go *** church, then now i call them out all like a changed new person dont wanna go out with me de..

B: Then keep say " I love Jesus " all those.....

Me: Ermm.. you cannot like that say de la, Different churches got different teaching so we cannot say much...

I was thinking... what? Brainwash? Got so scary mah?

Everytime i want to ask him to come church, he will say: " arrghh.. no way... its like a waste of my time standing there raise up my hand and " ohhh good come touch me!" "

Everytime i felt so disappointed, thinking... how can i outreach to him? how can i change his way of thinking, or infact change everyone's thinking about coming to church?

In my mind i keep saying: " GOD HELP ME!! LORD!" its difficult, its tough, it makes one feel DISAPPOINTED!!!!

But thank god, GOD IS GOOD! AMEN! like what Pastor Glen preached yesterday

1. Believe in who he is

2. Believe the presence of god

3. The promise of god

4. The power of god

Thank god for a great outreach 2 saturday ago, Get to know a little boy who is living on the 7th floor whose name is Zhi Chang if im not wrong... Really thank god his parents are also so friendly although they kinda look fierce hahah... He came for G12, Heart.sports and TKK!! But best thing is their parents can also go for cell group and the whole family gets the salvation... GOD PLEASE WORK GREATLY ON THIS PAN FAMILY.. LET THEM KNOW YOU'RE THERE FOR THEM. IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME AMEN!

10:27 PM